Remember This!

A sad and twisted thought came upon my mind.
Something so sadistic that should be left behind.

I thought about those who have died so soon, and what I was doing when they met their doom.

I thought about myself, about my blood and my tears.
Living with nothing but pain and my tormented fears.

I noticed something that just didn’t seem right.
Something to make you cry and shiver in the night.

Every time you smile, another child cries.
Every time you’re happy another person dies.

When everything’s going right and it’s the best day of your life,
someone out there has had enough and is picking up that knife.

Every time you have someone another person is alone,
every time you feel loved another child is on their own.

When your parents are hugging you and showering you with kisses,
some child out there is being beaten by parents who are making death wishes.

Every time you see the light another child only sees the dark. Every time you’re healthy another person is cutting a fresh mark.

So remember this next time you’re having a good day,
another someone out there is dying in some way.

To Think!

To think I once trusted you with my life.
To think I was once proud to call you my wife.

To think I let you in my heart.
I never thought you would be the one to tear it apart.

To think of how much I once admired you.
To think of how much I once desired you.

To think I once placed you in the highest pedestal.
To think of that one day you ruined it all.

To think I once planned to have kids with you.
How can I now? I don't believe in you!

To think of how you dared to tell me "I love you" after what you did.
Makes me wnat to cut my veins and let them bleed!

To think of you brings back the pain.
I'll be dammed if I'm going to get fooled again!

To think of you brings out a darkness that I have tried hard to suppress.
Now that darkness won't let me rest.

To think of how perfect I thought we were.
How could I not see what was truly there?

To think of you asking me if I thought we would "last forever."
You had everything planned out, you were so clever!

To think of how you took advantage of my trust.
For a selfish moment of lust.

To think of how hard I tried to be true to you.
To think you were the one I thought I knew.

To think of you reminds me of how much I loved you!